Friday, March 23, 2012

I have.

Last Monday 19 March 2012, I had surgery.  I had weight loss surgery. I have had a lap band inserted.

At this time, I weighted 199.0 kilograms (438.7 pounds)
I am 183 cm tall (6 feet)
BMI 59.4
I am female
I am 35
Goal weight: 84 kilograms (185.2 pounds)
Weight Loss Goal:  115 kilograms (253.5 pounds)

This first week has not been so bad.  I've had the week off work, however did have a dental appointment on Friday.  I spent Monday in surgery and Monday night in hospital.  Although this is a day procedure, because of my weight, I stayed in hospital overnight.  Just to be sure.

This week I have had shoulder pain, a sore throat and a little bit of heartburn.  Nothing crazy.

I have not really had that much to eat this week.
Monday was a mouth full of apple juice, a couple of spoons of chicken broth, some water and some peppermint tea.
Tuesday was a mouth full of coffee,a couple of spoons of yoghurt, a couple of spoons of pumpkin soup, some water and some peppermint tea.
Wednesday was a 100ml of banana smoothie, a couple of spoons of pumpkin soup, some water, some flat diet coke and 2 teaspoons of vanilla gelato.
Thursday was a small coffee (100ml), a 100ml of banana smoothie, a couple of spoons of pumpkin soup, some water, some peppermint tea and some fruit gelato.
Friday was a small coffee (100ml), 1/2 cup of pumpkin soup, 1/2 cup of custard, some water and some peppermint tea.  I also sucked the flavour off of some cheese and chive biscuits.  I was craving the flavour, but knew I could not eat them.  Wrong I know
Saturday (today) I had one weetbix with milk, a small coffee (100ml) and some water (it's almost lunch time).

I have to find some other outlet for the mindless eating I used to do.  I know that I can't continue to do that.  I need to take up something.  Exercise will be one of the things that takes a part in my life, but not for a few more weeks. General out and about walking will be part now.

This morning I feel tired.  I am going back to work on Monday so need to work through the desire to just crawl back into bed.  I can't do that today because it will just make Monday tougher.

I'm about to head out now.  I will be checking back in.  This blog will be one of the outlets that I will use to counteract the mindless, bored and/or emotional eating that I used to do.  I will succeed.